I love a boy

Jesse
Ivri Lider
Revolutions (Music With a Twist, 2007)



I love a boy named Jesse
But Jesse doesn't love me back
He says he has a girl named Chelsea he wants so much

I love a boy named Jesse
But Jesse doesn't love me back
He says he's insecure about what he feels and what he wants
What he feels and what he wants

But everytime he smiles at me
I know we are the same
And that he'll change his world for me
If he just knew my name

There's no need for you to say you saw the life they chose for me
For me

I loved a boy named Jesse
But Jesse doesn't love me back
He wants to kiss and go to bed but he doesn't want to talk
I loved a boy named Jesse
But Jesse doesn't love me back

He says his faith and all that stuff is only in my mind
Only in my mind

All I can hide
I'm doing fine

I love a boy named Danny
But Danny doesn't love me
He says he has a girl named Chelsea he wants so much

I love a boy named Danny
But Danny doesn't love me
He says he's insecure about what he feels and what he wants
He feels and what he wants

We still

It is still not ten years ago that I learned about Diana's death.

The day Di died my mother had been trying to wake me for hours. Then, she burst that Diana had died. As a gay I loved her, as a human I admired her. I jumped out of bed.
That day, like when the Pope Karol Józef Wojtyła died, or in September 11, there was nothing else in the telly.
I cried, I must say. Because I couldn't believe she had died. You don't expect people who you "know" since you were little to suddenly die. Yes, it was a shame when the Pope died and I felt sorry and sad, because he was "my" Pope even though I don't even believe in his religion; though, I was "expecting" this to happen, as he was old and ill. Diana... no, she was neither old nor ill. She was just perfect and perfect was supposed to remain forever. Unfortunately, she didn't. She passed away and left us here, wondering what was going to happen. After that, the gossip magazines and the yellow press have had it very hard to find someone like her. Not only for the fact that she was the mother of a future king of the UK but because she was nice and kind, helpful with the ones in need and beautiful.

Self-quoted from "Regina", Jan 29 97

And, still today, I feel like there's something missing. I wonder if she is really dead. I wonder if she is not gone to an island like that The Island of Homer Simpson. I wonder if she is not just hanging around with Doddy and Elvis and James Dean and Kurt Cobain and Janis Joplin and all those who left us too early. I wonder what number would she be. I'd give her the 1.

Today the sun isn't shining.
Today is a sad day.

Today we all remember you; because you are our princess, the princess of our hearts.

PS Today there is a service but Camilla isn't going to be attending. I wonder what Dianda would have liked.

You are my DayLight

Lady (Hear Me Tonight)
Modjo



Lady (Hear Me Tonight) (Acoustic)



Lady hear me tonight
Coz' my feeling is just so right
As we dance by the moonlight
Can't you see you're my daylight

Lady I just feel like
I won't get you out of my mind
I feel love for the first time
And I know that it is true
I can tell by the look in your eyes

[Crossed memories with this song. I remember when I had just turned 20 and I used to dance this song with two E's just like the guys on the video but in a club instead of a shower. Also, I can't avoid thinking of your mother, whose words would come out just like this song. And now, I will remember this song with your eyes and your skin attached to it.]

Azul

Blue (Da Ba De)
Eiffel 65



Yo listen up here's a story
About a little guy that lives in a blue world
And all day and all night and everything he sees
Is just blue like him inside and outside
Blue his house with a blue little window
And a blue corvette
And everything is blue for him and himself
And everybody around
Cos he ain't got nobody to listen to

I'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

I have a blue house with a blue window.
Blue is the colour of all that I wear.
Blue are the streets and all the trees are too.
I have a girlfriend and she is so blue.
Blue are the people here that walk around,
Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside.
Blue are the words I say and what I think.
Blue are the feelings that live inside me.

[Ya sé que éste último vídeo és patético, pero creo que es menos patético que el oficial.]

All I need

Yesterday I helped on a move.

Boxes, boxes, bags and suitcases.
Thousands of them.

One year? Is it one year to accumulate all that? Wow. I don't have that many things and it's been almost three for me. Three? or a life time? I can't even remember.
You know, there is many people who have no clothes to wear.
I have three pairs of shoes. And that's enough.
This winter I've been throwing things out and giving things away. I haven't finished. And when I finally move, then, I'll be done. I don't want to give my books away. I already did give many of them. But I am not moving them.

I don't need many things. I'm waiting for you to take me to the Langue d'Oc or for you to take me to Danmark. I'll fill one suitcase with two or three books, two pairs of jeans, 4 t-shirts, some underwear and the shoes I am wearing. Oh, and my Laptop to keep you up to date. That's all.

That's all I need.

I'm ready.
Take me.

Changes, changes

Changes
Kelly Osbourne feat. Ozzy Osbourne



I feel unhappy
I am so sad
I lost the best friend
That I've ever had

She is my baby
I love her so
But it's too late now
I've let her go

We're going through changes (ohh)

We've shared the years
We've shared each day
I love you daddy
But I found my way

You know the world
Is an evil place
My baby is grown now
She's found her way

It took so long
To realize
I can still hear
His last goodbyes

Now all my days
I'm filled in fears
Wish I could go back
And change the years.

I thought

I hadn't listened to Alanis in a long while. It hurts sometimes when I listen to her and I was concentrating in other things. But I played "The Collection" while washing up.

I thought I had to think of you with her "Simple Together".

And now I know I still can think of you with her "Everything".

Thanks.