Is there any left?

Yo a veces pienso que soy imbécil. Creo que ya lo he dicho alguna vez, que quizás soy yo el imbécil y no él o ellos.

No, porque definitivamente él es imbécil pero además de los grandes.
Pero sí, yo también lo soy un poco. Lo soy porque me lo creo todo, porque me dicen ay yo yo digo uy. Porque uno va y se come con patatas lo que crees que son cumplidos pero no son más que juegos.
Y es que yo no sé aceptar los cumplidos. Fíjate, ni cosas tan obvias como las que a veces veis por aquí.
Pero lo peor es que todo fue de repente. Me sentí lleno y sonriente un día y al momento siguiente ya nada. Todo se convirtió en vacío.
¡Qué pena!

Aunque quizás tengo que aceptar las cosas como son y agradecer a Dios nuestro señor por haberme dado, siquiera unos momentos de sonrisa.

Adjusting to this "new" life here in Spain, again, is taking longer than I would like. Thought, I knew this was going to be this way.
I'm sick and tired of everything. I am tired of hoping and want-ing, and failing.

I wish I could stop to hope.

Alanis Morissette
Simple Together



You've been my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
Can't go to you for consolation
Cause we're off limits during this transition

This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And i can't stop bumping into things

I thought we'd be simple together
I thought we'd be happy together
Thought we'd be limitless together
I thought we'd be precious together
But i was sadly mistaken

You've been my soulmate and mentor
I remembered you the moment i met you
With you i knew god's face was handsome
With you i suffered an expansion

This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And i can't stop dropping everything

I thought we'd be sexy together
Thought we'd be evolving together
I thought we'd have children together
I thought we'd be family together
But i was sadly mistaken

If i had a bill for all the philosophies i shared
If i had a penny for all the possibilities i presented
If i had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe

I thought we'd be genius together
I thought we'd be healing together
I thought we'd be growing together
Thought we'd be adventurous togheter
But i was sadly mistaken

Thought we'd be exploring together
Thought we'd be inspired together
I thought we'd be flying together
Thought we'd be on fire together
But i was sadly mistaken